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I laugh at you, not with you
Fuck You Very Much Look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder Cause we’re so uninspired so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor So you say it’s not okay to be gay well I think you’re just evil You’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces you’re point of view is medieval Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch Do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded? you want to be like your father it’s approval you’re after well that’s not how you’ll find it Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful? cause there’s a hole where your soul should be you’re losing control of it and it’s really distasteful Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch You say you think we need to go to war Well you're already in one Cause it's people like you who needs to get slew No one wants your opinion Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Awesome song huh? Download the song man, you'll love it.  A long fun day by myself!
 ZOMBIE FLICK Finally we're done w the filming! The past 4 days have been super hectic. Preparing e fake blood for the zombie flick is a pain in e ass cos e colouring dye needs to be just nice or the blood looks pinkish. Lotsa friends of friends came down to help out w the zombie flick! I think they're great ppl la, there's no monetary involved and yet they're willing to come down all e way to clementi the ulu-till-so-hard-to-find-place to shoot the few seconds scene. :*) Proud of them man. And all the cast and production crew too! They really put in alot alot of effort in this production. Didnt sleep and all. Most of them didnt sleep for the whole 36 hours. Hope everyone gets their 24hoursleep after yday! ANYHOO, I just wanna say i'm very very proud of you dale! :) *hats off to fatty* My awesome Director. :))))))) TODAY I dreamt that I had a nosebleed. Was asking my friend next to me in my dream to pass me tissue. And when i woke up, cleaning up my rabbits cage, i sneezed, and my nose bled. How bizarre, really. Dreamt of it, and it happened! If only it does the same to striking lottery huh. LOL! After i sneezed, i thot mucus were running down my lips, so i used my hand to stop it from dripping onto my rabbit. AND THERE IT WAS. BLA-DUH. I dun understand why people always say tilt ur head back when u have a nosebleed. Shit man, e taste of blood is horrible. Thats why this time i didnt. I just stuck a rolled toilet paper up my nostril. And hours later, it bled again. -_- strange shit. SO.... I was thinking bout July. Getting a little excited bout going over to UQ, so i went to Tampines One by myself to search for travel guide. THE DAMN TRAVEL GUIDE COST 54BUCKS. Who buy those things, really!? Didnt buy cos its not of much use. LOL.. Rather spend my 54bucks on sth else. Which i did! HOORRRAYYY TO NEW DRESS! Bought this dress from Cotton On at 20dollars.    Dale asked me to keep it for CNY. But e back is kinda revealing. So.. Nahhhh. Shall search for CNY clothes some other time. OHHH AND I REALISED STH. I am no longer size S. What the hell. -_- Im more of a M now. And i hate it. I shall START my slimming regime. Thats what happened to the rest of the 54bucks. I spent it on my this week's foodies! I really hate South canteen food. Its either oily, or tasteless. HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE. I bought lotsa stuff!  Since i still have my Prego and spaghetti untouched, i shall eat that for tomorrow! And i finally bought a new jar of mayo and a new bottle of thousand island. Many many yogurt for slimming purposes. And i shall add veggie in my sandwich from now on. I even bought wholemeal bread. I SERIOUSLY HATE IT TO THE MAX. But for healthy reason, i shall tahan! >:) See that disgusting looking packet on e left? That's my 'frozen minced beef'. Not so frozen now that I've shopped around for hours and dined out. By e time i got home e beef is like totally smashed. LOL. Oh and my apple baked ham!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Love apple baked ham and honey baked ham. Ha, i bought sth totally unexpected for anyone. Baby Carrots! I thot i shud just eat em raw while watching TV, trying so hard to be healthy LOL. AND AND AND Baby chye sim for my babies! Hehehhee So glad they liked it la. Even kimber ate it. That picky guy. hehheeh.. Tomorrow's foodies shall be...... Ham and cheese w lotsa lettuce sandwich for breakie, spaghetti and yogurt for lunch. Tuesday's - Egg mayo sandwich n yogurt for breakie, and caesar salad and dunno what else for lunch! LOL.. Shall plan later. Mummy's birthday coming soon, like in 2 days time. But she wanted to celebrate tomorrow. Havent got any idea what to get her yet. :\ she said, 'Just tidy up ur room and i'll be happy already'. Yes, my room is a TOTAL MESS. If i lose sth, it must be buried under something somewhere. LOL. SO! today i decided to be abit guai, i tidy up my wardrobe. Shitload of unwanted clothes man! And i seriously hate my wardrobe. 2 darn pigeon holes. WORSE when i was a kid! ONE darn pigeon hole. Really man, pigeon hole is stupid to put clothes. But mummy dun wanna clear her huge ass wardrobe for me.   And TA-DAH!  Tidier........... I think. LOLThat's my sunday for ya! Heh. Indulge in reminiscence (:      ♥Love love Daley (:
  Lub U dale. HEHEEHEEHEEE..
Latest Craze: Rose Tattoo. I finally found e design i want for my tattoo. Dale n I have been toying the idea of getting ourselves inked since a year ago. He wants his cross on his back, and i havent thot of any designs i want on my hip. And now, I is inspired by Lady Gaga's Hip Tattoo! Holy shit man, she had it exactly where i wanted mine! Its so damn stunning! Finally have an idea on what i wanted. Weeeee. I was thinking of some other tattoo artist other than the one Ally's currently having. But then again, baby said its something i'd be seeing my entire life, i wouldnt wanna go for anything less than awesome. heh. Oh wells, mummy said, Go google a photo of old ppl w tatts first, then tell me whether u wanna do it. LOL WE ONLY LIVE ONCE. Who cares how u'd look when u're saggy n wrinkly. Everyone would be! n toothless! hahahahaa.. Cute huh. (: So I did googled some pics, of cos not old ppl. Im not interested in seeing em. I shall give my tatt artist a rough idea, n he shall design for me. For now, these are the possible idea generators.  Nahh just the colour. Not the size. ITS HUGE MAN. :\ Dont think i shud colour it. It'd look damn ugly when im old. LOL okie THO i just said i dun care, but the colour really would look bad on wrinkly.  I kinda think the vines are coming off too strong. Dont really like tt part tho. But I dig the rose shadings!    Anyhoo, I think I would get a tatt like that. But then again, it is only becos i love the design. If I were to really HAVE TO HAVE A REASON behind my tatt, I would tattoo Griffin instead. (: I shall research again. Or I can have BOTH! LOL. Greedy Me. Alright, sleepy now. Toodles! 
Whatever happened in 2009 shall stay there. I'll forget bout all the shitty things that happened, all the ppl who's not worthy in my life, and embrace goody 2010! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Its gonna be a great year. hehehehehhee.
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People who look down on others don't end up being looked up to.- Robert Half.
Scientists created the world's smallest 'snowman', measuring about a fifth of the width of a human hair. Made of two tiny tin beads used to calibrate electron microscope lenses. I think scientists nowadays are getting really bored. Teehee. And NASA's finding new laws of physics. I think it's harder for scientists to come up with new laws of physics n such nowadays. So many things have been found. So many nobel prize given out. I kinda think most of them got it cos of luck. Look at penicillin. -_- That guy just went for a holiday, came back and ta-dah! Contamination, blessing in disguise. And won a nobel prize. If only everyone was as lucky as these people. Tsk. Oh well.. 4th Dec is a weird day. The combination of both happiness and sadness. Happiness cos I get to see a band concert in school, sadness cos D left for holiday in LA. :( 12 days without that fat boy. Sighh.. What a torture. And i didnt even get to bid goodbye properly on the phone with him cos i was swarmed with work. :( I'm sorry baby. It's saturday n im rotting at home. Hope i could hang w Ally n guys tonight at Timbre@substation! They've got some event going on.. Hurr.. D's favourite chillout place, yet he couldnt be here to enjoy the awesome pizzas. :\ Even though i really dread the roasted duck pizza. -_- It smells too much like the autoclave room's rubbish. Yuck. Okay! That's it for now. Toodles~
 Today my walking natgeo taught me bout evolutions n symbiosis. LOL. Interesting. Bout some wasp n caterpillar thingy. A wasp forms an association with a viral parasite to ensure her descendance. The gist of it is, the wasp was infected by a endogenous retrovirus, instead of being a disadavantage to the wasp, it actually helped the wasp. When the wasp laid eggs in live caterpillars, some of the virus would be passed onto the eggs. The virus weaken the immune system of the caterpillars, preventing destruction of the wasp eggs. The virus also alters the metabolism of the caterpillars, preventing them from entering their putative stage this results in the caterpillar eating a lot and becoming huge, which is perfect for the wasp larvae inside it. LOL. Amazing, isn't it!? Poor caterpillars, though.
Blackberry takes a shot at Apple!
Relax & Chill..
Anyways, I'd better go get ready t meet D for our relaxin day by the pool. And I shall end off with these pictures i have take quite awhile ago.  And two of my favourites in the world~ Ollie the Princess 
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YES IM TALKING ABOUT YOU CAMELIA QUEK. Jennifer's FREAKINGHOT&SEXYTILLYOUWANNADIE Body.
Anyhoo! We promptly rushed t amk hub t meet Ally for this newly launched movie - Jennifer's Body.  Everytime I see this poster at e cinema, I'd wanna peek at her panty. LOL. Well, Im not alone. (: Anyways, its kinda twisted. And I cried like mad at one point! :( Its quite well done! The storyline is niceeeeee. Oh n its N16! But dale thinks that it shud be rated M18. LOL! Too many explicit scenes tt're unsuitable for the sixteens man! Cabbed home, not knowing what t wear for tml's halloween party! Rahh! I really think its alil too late to think of any costumes now. Still must brainstorm n all. Sigh... I dun wanna look all typical though. It gets really boring seeing the same character over n over again. OH, AND MY CAMERA IS WORKING AGAIN! Not really working working. Cos the flash is spoilt. So still need t go get it repair eventually. I think ive really got STM. LOL!! I nearly typed STD. HAHAHAHA. I forget things really easily. Its really really bad. I need pictured t remind me of things. So ever since dale's party (when my cam died, no one really knows how), I didnt wanna blog cos it sucks bad without pictures. Haha.. Not that im gonna post any now. I've got too damn many pictures to post already. N im too LAZY FOR THAT. XD. ITS FRIDAY NIGHT!! I dun have t work tml!! haha! FREAKING HAPPY LA! 2 happiest day of my week. Fri n Sat... Not so much of Sun cos I know I had to go back t work the following day. Poop man. Today my fav person text me that she misses me. HEHEHEHE. Mad happy. Bcos i miss hanging out w her too. EVEN THO we only hung out twice! I feel that she's like my sec school buddy. Only better. Bcos we're kinda alike in many ways. Even tho we didnt hang out much, talk much, I still feel the special connection in some ways. Okie I think its getting a lil creepy. So I'll stop now. LOL! Oh n today, i stumbled across my fren's gf's fren's tumblr. And it has this post. Which i find that its quite true. I mean not that i have these problems t deal with cos dale is such a great guy. But i think it's most girls' heartfelt. I shall repost her entry here. THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND? Yes, she exists. And NO, she’s NOT the supermodel type with the long legs and perfect skin. She’s even BETTER. She’s the type of girl that looks BORING, the one you’d overlook —she’d be your LAST choice. At worst she’s insecure, clingy, shallow, jealous, nagging, SENSITIVE, EMOTIONAL, DRAMATIC and annoying. But if you can’t handle her at her worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve her at her best. So, what is a PERFECT GIRLFRIEND? They say there’s no such thing as perfection and that she doesn’t exist. Oh trust me, SHE DOES. She dresses up all cute and pretty every time YOU take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping YOU interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. YOU CALL HER INSECURE. She holds on to YOU like she’s never letting YOU go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has YOU, and no, YOU’re not available. YOU CALL HER CLINGY. She calls YOU the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only YOU two will understand. This is her way of saying how special YOU are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like YOU. You call other girls “BABE” just as how YOU would call her, and she gets disappointed. YOU CALL HER SHALLOW AND JEALOUS. She checks up on YOU, making sure YOU made it home safely or that YOU’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about YOU and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares. YOU SAY SHE’S NAGGING. She cries when YOU do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “that hurts only because YOU said it and I LOVE YOU.” YOU CALL HER OVERLY SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL. She loves YOU more than YOU love her. This is her way of dealing with the FACT that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be. YOU CALL HER DRAMATIC AND ANNOYING. So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, OVERLY SENSITIVE, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the PERFECT boyfriend. Kudos to that CLAM. (:  -But even so, I Love You Dale Yeoh. Thank you for being the sweetest thing in my life. I have found MY perfect boyfriend.♥♥♥-Caught in a Dilemma...
I don't really care how much i need to pay though. But the fact is, if i ever earn 3k/mth, 500bucks goes to the dumbfuck CPF, 2.5k is what i'd be left with. Minus 1.5K, survive on 1k/mth. I can do that. Seriously. But what if I graduate and I cant land a job immediately. See all the people nowadays, throw a stone at anyone, anyone can be an under-grad. Anyone could get the job that you want. Sucks to be poor. Really. You either be fucking smart and go study abroad, or just be filthy rich to go there. People like me, gets stuck in the middle. POOR & NOT SMART AT ALL. WOOO HOOOOO! HURRAY TO CASSEY. dumbfuck. Some said, just chiong. Others, think really reaaaaally hard before you go. I know I DONT WANNA STAY HERE. I already gave so many excuses to so many people when they ask why dont i stay in singapore to do PSB. Besides, PSB is 4 years, PLUS another year for honors. SO FREAKING LONG. But lesser moolah to pay back. I just dont wanna hang around anymore. I hate singapore's education. I hate singapore's food. I hate singaporeans. I hate singapore, the small little shit hole. My Selfish Reasons. I wanna experience the life in australia. I wanna experience what its like to study overseas. I wanna eat all the yummy food there (If i can afford.) I wanna meet new people, crazy people. I wanna try new things that singapore prohibits. I wanna get away from this small shit hole called singapore. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ That post up there, was a post i wrote on Monday, 26th Oct 09. Very flustered, very anxious, very unsettled. TODAYYYYYYY, i feel everything fell right into places! The bank loan is more or less settled, the plan is quite alright. All i need to do now is to study fucking hard. Cant slack off in any way. And i get to defer the payment of the deposit because i haven renew my passport :X LOL. dumbshit. I got nagged by my mama bout not getting it done sooner. tsk...... ANYWAYS, *ALL SMILESSS* I think im more or less REALLY going UQ next year!! YAYNESS TO THAT! So now, just chiong whatever work my boss gives me, like it anot, just chiong. I will improve. I will succeed. I WILL. :)  picture cope-d from sharon. hehehehe.Some newspaper article that i was on for the EYS project. I tell you, whatever they quoted, is so NOT WHAT I HAVE SAID. I HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT. Now you know, newspapers like to write anyhow they want. Anyhoo...... Just had my run earlier on! Its been soooooo damn long since i've ran. Suddenly got the hweeeeeling. SO JUST RUN N RUN N RUN! I dun wanna be fat. I wanna be skinny. I wanna be TWIGGY. LOL! Okie la, not twiggy. (: Long time ago, I was restricted from eating a lot, bcos the person dun wish me to get fat. Guess what, now the gf is alot more plump than I am. -_- Who's laughing now, huh? THEN........ I didnt eat rice for dinner today. My granny asked why, i replied: i dun wanna eat rice for tonite, wanna lose some fats. THEN I GOT SCOLDED -_- She said, I dunno what you mean by fat. Then when i wanted to show her, she said, i dun wanna see. And the worse thing is, she said, whether u're fat or not, YOU ARE STILL NOT PRETTY. Of cos i retorted, YA. WHAT TO DO? YOU PEOPLE GAVE BIRTH TO UGLY DUCKLINGS WHAT. -_- sigh. I dun see whats wrong with wanting to lose fats. KNS. Okie i know this post is bits n pieces. The result of not having a phone to blog every now n then. I had to save e draft everytiime i get to blog abit at work. LOL. BEAR WITH IT IF U WANNA READ. ITS MY DAMN BLOG. HAHA. (: OKIE, TOODLES. |
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